Marian modeling

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Marian


When bitterlawngnome did a photo shoot with Marian a few weeks ago, he pointed out she's a natural model. I've known it for years. His comment brought to mind some photos I took at Easter 1996, when she was four. She had physical poetry in her, and knew instinctively what to do with her body.

This past Easter Dad, a half decent photographer himself, begged her to smile for the camera and was met with a scowl. He doesn't see what he's missing.

I decided to dig out and scan some old photographs this week because my camera got left in Toronto on Sunday night.

The news on my medication is not good. After switching to taking it at night I had a couple good days, but Sunday night a grogginess hit, which hasn't lifted since. I took a down day yesterday, thinking it might just be exhaustion from the busy weekend. But by the end of the day I still felt stoned. I have no energy, concentration or desire to communicate, and my vision is shadowy.

I'm not going to take Celexa tonight, only the mirtazapine. I can hardly wait to get this chemical out of my brain.

Crap.