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We just got in the door from a visit to my parents' home. Mom and Dad were away, so we had the run of the place. Visiting there in the summer is a rare treat for me.

The place where I grew up is called Poplar Bluff Beach, because of the tall cottonwoods...



and silver poplars...



and, of course, the beach on Lake Erie.



It's fair to say my childhood was privileged but lonely and unhappy. Nature surrounded me and provided consolation, but I never appreciated how rich my environment was, or emjoyed it as fully as I can now.

Lately I have felt a vague longing to reconnect with my roots. That was part of the reason for the trip.

During this visit to my parents' house, my hometown and one aunt, I realized it wasn't the community or my family I missed, but the land. The landscape there is different from where I live now. Extreme Southwestern Ontario is flat as the Prairies, but the surrounding Great Lakes make it humid, stormy and lush in summer. Since the last glacial age it spent some time on the bottom of a giant lake, so the soil is rich. It is one of Canada's best agricultural regions.

I haven't visited in summer for a few years. I took many photos. In fact I finally bought a larger memory card for my camera, so I can store at least 250 images now. I have much to show and tell over the next couple days.

Reconnecting was nice, and I hope to go back many more times. But I got a sense of how and why I need to move on. Although I hope to live at the cottage on Lake Fletcher part-time someday, chances are I'll never reside at Poplar Bluff again.

Date: 2003-07-29 01:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] peregrinus236.livejournal.com
"You can go home again, as long as you remember that home is a place you've never been." Ursala LeGuin The Disposessed And we all seem to have to go home to discover that. Happy Trails.

Date: 2003-07-29 02:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ruralrob.livejournal.com
Welco home (I think).

The touble with travelling to other places, wherever they are, is that there is a distinct tendency to like other places better than one's own. Which is one of the reasons I tend to stay at home alot . . . .

Date: 2003-07-29 05:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] noveldevice.livejournal.com
Ranj and I grew up in similar landscapes--he in St Charles county in Missouri, me a couple hundred miles westish in the same river valley, in Callaway county.

When we drive south, there is a point at which, involuntarily, tears well up and I exhale hard. There is a part of my heart that is shaped like the hills I grew up in, and no other hills will do.

Date: 2003-07-29 06:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jaique.livejournal.com
That's nice--that sense of being connected to the place.

Date: 2003-07-29 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vaneramos.livejournal.com
One of my favourite authors!

Date: 2003-07-29 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vaneramos.livejournal.com
No matter how much I love a place, I always like coming home.

Date: 2003-07-29 08:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vaneramos.livejournal.com
You have expressed it very well.

Date: 2003-07-29 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vaneramos.livejournal.com
Several nature essayists have commented on the value of getting to know a single place well, rather than travelling all the time. That's part of the reason I walk so often along the Eramosa River, near where I live. This week I realized I had never given Poplar Bluff that same kind of attention. I lived there and immersed myself in it, but never observed its nature methodically, day to day, season to season. I know it, but have trouble expressing my knowledge in detail. I wish I had kept a better journal when I was young.

Date: 2003-07-29 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vaneramos.livejournal.com
It's an important element of good nature writing. Travel writing is informative, but it overlooks the spirit of a place, the genius loci, which you get to know by spending time.
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