Close to mania
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vaneramosLast night, on the way back from dropping my daughters off at home, I stopped in Toronto and had coffee with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
schillerium. He is the first new friend from LJ I have met. We are both shy, but we sat at Timothy's on Church Street and talked for two hours. He is a nice guy and we have much in common. In particular, we have the same career struggles: writers in search of work, wondering how to find the balance between pursuing our dreams and making a living.
In my own life I found a small part of the answer yesterday. Not a new answer, but one that needed revisiting.
From time to time I chip away at The Sierra Club Nature Writing Handbook by John A. Murray. Yesterday morning I read Chapter 3, "The writing process." He discusses how he wrote this book itself:
On that kind of a schedule I have time to complete a book manuscript between now and the end of June, when I become a fulltime single parent for two months.
I am capable of writing that much in a day. I routinely complete essays for Suite101.com (500 to 1,000 words) in under an hour, but that doesn't include the preparatory research, and admittedly they are rarely as focused as I would like. But I would acquire focus from the overall vision for a book.
I don't need any new ideas. I have plenty of them buzzing around inside. The difficulty is in figuring out how to accomplish anything. Murray's book has shown me a framework. One that is extremely challenging, yes. Am I setting myself up for failure? All I can do is plunge in and learn from any mistakes.
This morning I have the enthusiasm. One idea that has been fermenting for a couple of years has risen to the surface over the past 24 hours and started to take shape. I got out of bed, had a shower and breakfast, sat down and wrote a chapter outline. Now I need to start sifting through notebooks and old essays to gather material.
For the past eight weeks, since my surgery, I have been feeling bored and unmotivated. But having Marian and Brenna here for the weekend hit my emotional reset button. I'm experiencing something I haven't felt in a long time. It's as close to mania as this timid, introspective guy ever gets.
I will ride with it. I need the drive. Something has to happen now.
schillerium. He is the first new friend from LJ I have met. We are both shy, but we sat at Timothy's on Church Street and talked for two hours. He is a nice guy and we have much in common. In particular, we have the same career struggles: writers in search of work, wondering how to find the balance between pursuing our dreams and making a living.In my own life I found a small part of the answer yesterday. Not a new answer, but one that needed revisiting.
From time to time I chip away at The Sierra Club Nature Writing Handbook by John A. Murray. Yesterday morning I read Chapter 3, "The writing process." He discusses how he wrote this book itself:
The entire book took roughly thirty-two days to write....I would write one chapter of 2,500 to 3,000 words each day, and revise it the next day, as well as gather thoughts for the next chapter on the production schedule. Each day I would work between four and ten hours on the writing, usually at night (from 7:00 p.m. to 3:00 a.m.) when there would be no disturbances.
On that kind of a schedule I have time to complete a book manuscript between now and the end of June, when I become a fulltime single parent for two months.
I am capable of writing that much in a day. I routinely complete essays for Suite101.com (500 to 1,000 words) in under an hour, but that doesn't include the preparatory research, and admittedly they are rarely as focused as I would like. But I would acquire focus from the overall vision for a book.
I don't need any new ideas. I have plenty of them buzzing around inside. The difficulty is in figuring out how to accomplish anything. Murray's book has shown me a framework. One that is extremely challenging, yes. Am I setting myself up for failure? All I can do is plunge in and learn from any mistakes.
This morning I have the enthusiasm. One idea that has been fermenting for a couple of years has risen to the surface over the past 24 hours and started to take shape. I got out of bed, had a shower and breakfast, sat down and wrote a chapter outline. Now I need to start sifting through notebooks and old essays to gather material.
For the past eight weeks, since my surgery, I have been feeling bored and unmotivated. But having Marian and Brenna here for the weekend hit my emotional reset button. I'm experiencing something I haven't felt in a long time. It's as close to mania as this timid, introspective guy ever gets.
I will ride with it. I need the drive. Something has to happen now.
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Re: writing
Date: 2003-05-20 03:27 pm (UTC)But as soon as I try to focus on a specific project, I get hung up on background work. I just need to plunge in.
Thanks for your recent comment re: the writing I do after my walks. I agree it is some of my strongest stuff. The current project will draw largely on that material. My relationship with the river will be an important theme.