
September 18, 2005: Remember this garage door?
Since discovering the concept of wabi-sabi recently, I’ve considered my own body as an object lesson. I’ve reached that juncture where this mortal coil begins to uncoil: nothing drastic, just a rising, irreversible chorus of minor complaints. These formed the central theme this morning in my annual physical exam.
Erectile dysfunction is easily treated.
Arthritis isn’t so simple. Dr. D. added two investigatory blood tests to my usual lab requisition. I can’t say yet whether renewed gym attendance is helping. It doesn’t seem to hurt. At least I haven’t had a serious flare-up since Labour Day.
More subtle is an undiagnosed food allergy, perhaps related to the acid reflux. At the lower end, it has caused negligible discomfort but minor inconvenience for several years. Perhaps it’s nothing more than lactose intolerance. But it’s not a question to leave unanswered; my uncle died of celiac disease. I’ve been referred to a gastroenterologist.
These are accompanied by barely perceptible changes like declining libido and unreliable memory, hardly worth the worry. My health is relatively good; I ought to be grateful.
Still, wabi-sabi refers to an element of impermanent beauty that arouses melancholy or longing. What else can I say? Aging is art.

December 17, 2003

September 17, 2003
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Date: 2005-09-23 10:31 pm (UTC)Have you seen this? (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1880656124/qid=1127514454/sr=8-1/ref=pd_bbs_1/002-3424535-2542448?v=glance&s=books&n=507846)
It's a very short but worthwhile read. I don't recall the exact quote, since for some reason my (Japanese) dog chose that one book above all others to shred into a million pieces, but the author describes it something like this:
When a traveller stops to shelter from the rain by tying together the tops of reeds and crouching in the resulting space, that is wabi-sabi. But after he has gone, the reeds are untied, and the bent tops swaying in the wind are the only evidence of his passage, that is even more wabi-sabi.
I liked his explanation of how wabi-sabi is made more intense by greater subtlety and obscurity. I find it akin to the feeling trackers get when tracking an animal. It's the thrill of reading the very faintest narratives, the ones coded most deeply and subtly into the forms of nature, yet still providing a clear message.
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Date: 2005-09-25 08:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-24 01:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-25 08:58 pm (UTC)Welcome to my journal, BTW.
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Date: 2005-09-25 09:40 pm (UTC)And thanks. I've been reading for a while, having discovered you on another friend's list. (We have a few LJ friends in common.)
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Date: 2005-09-24 01:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-25 09:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-24 01:58 am (UTC)beauty in the imperfections or beauty as it is
Lovely stuff Van, this concept made itself known to me a couple of years ago. Just crept right in and opened my eyes to self love. I am who I am, and that is not a bad thing.
Warm thoughts on a Friday night.
be well
munkey
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Date: 2005-09-24 02:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-25 09:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-25 09:07 pm (UTC)Seeing it as an aspect of my own life, which can be regarded with honour rather than grief, is a new idea.
Cheers,
Van
Cherry Blosom Soul
Date: 2005-09-24 03:31 am (UTC)Boy trapped in time.
Foil for temporary beauty,
aching that the glow
is so brief.
You clutch a bouquet of
perfect moments,
but can only reside in one.
So Van, what do you think?
When we are no longer in time,
shall we see them all at once?
Ranj
Re: Cherry Blosom Soul
Date: 2005-09-25 09:10 pm (UTC)Re: Cherry Blosom Soul
Date: 2005-09-26 12:05 am (UTC)I was impressed by the multiple views of the windows.
Re: Cherry Blosom Soul
Date: 2005-09-26 02:28 am (UTC)I can't answer the question, but for what it's worth "A metaphor" was written in response.