Dream vigilante
Jul. 3rd, 2006 01:05 pmBack in Toronto, it's good to hang out with
djjo. He's back from a week-long fibre conference in Michigan. This morning he showed me all his projects: felted silk, spun silk, silk paper.
Unfortunately I seem to have come down with a mild flu, which is rare for me. It might be heat exhaustion, but I was hardly outdoors yesterday. Maybe it's just the comedown from so much social and parental activity lately. I had just enough energy to view Danny's work, then curled back under the covers.
While dozing in and out, I found myself in the stone room at the top of a high keep. There were five damsels with long, braided hair. I recognized two of them:
ghostsandrobots and
missprune. Blackbeard appeared. He was about eight feet tall. He taunted me, then siezed one of the women, not one I knew, and threw her out the window. Horrified, I produced a musket out of thin air, and blew him away.
Just wanted to let you know I'm looking out for you.
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Date: 2006-07-03 05:21 pm (UTC)Hope you get some rest and feel better soon as well.
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Date: 2006-07-03 05:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 08:21 pm (UTC)Hope you are feeling better today. I was quite unwell myself on Sat. and I blame failure to take proper downtime.
hugs, Shimmer
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Date: 2006-07-03 10:29 pm (UTC)It's odd that I don't often get away with straighforward erotic dreams. In the last sexual dream I can remember, I was female. Blackbeard should have been sexy, but in this case was clearly antagonistic from the moment he appeared, and I felt nothing but dread. I wonder what Freud would say about this one.
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Date: 2006-07-03 10:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 10:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 11:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 11:37 pm (UTC)I just wanted to explain that my response to your comment in my Lj that started with: " i hate this question" wasn't meant directed to you asking the question. Just in case that didn't come out right.
It was already hard for me to write that i'm scared, but i kind of forced myself to write it down. And then your question on top of it forced me to deal with it AGAIN and even explain it and talk more about it.
Nevertheless it's good, so thanks for the question Van.....;-)
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Date: 2006-07-03 11:53 pm (UTC)I'm well acquainted with anxiety, at a clinical scale in fact. I'm at the opposite end of the spectrum from you, though. In recent years I've learned to follow my own creative impulses for the sake of life and sanity. I'm not so good at responding to other people's expectations because in the past I often came up too far short, and that's where my social anxiety comes into play. I struggle with the idea that I have little practical use to offer the world. I've been working hard to improve my confidence, though.
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Date: 2006-07-04 01:59 am (UTC)(I hope you get over the blahs soon.)
Re: wails
Date: 2006-07-04 02:02 am (UTC)Thanks, I feel a lot better this p.m.
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Date: 2006-07-04 03:19 am (UTC)