vaneramos | Introduction

It's time to start telling stories from a large part of my past that is not easily revisited, specifically my childhood, my "Christian years," my marriage and my involvement in Exodus International, the ex-gay movement. Most of my life, really. It ended in 1996 when I came out, and a few more recent stories will probably surface, too. This comes as part of a long evolution of my soul, but LJ has helped. My conversations with

ruralrob when we met seven weeks ago made me realize I was ready to tell them. A few years ago I couldn't have written without bitterness, and that is not the way they need to be told. Some parts I might never tell, out of respect for the innocent. Other things demand to be recorded. Some of these tales may seem pointless, but I intend to chip at something larger.

This was not part of my original purpose for starting this journal, but it seems to be the place where my creative writing has brought me at this moment. Doubtlessly it's a Pandora's Box.